and im out of the BPT

and now I am seriously withdrawing from future particiaption of other events.

I just need to reassess my bankroll and agenda. I really should a have a bankroll of $250-$1000 when playing the $11 MTT's. I not there, right now my bankroll is only ~$230.

Anyway this BPT event was a little different. The starting chip stacks were only 1500, instead of 2,000. The blinds were on 10 minute levels, instead of 15. The field was 458 (I went busto in 358).

so there were 3 key hands leading to my exit.

Hand #1: If I would have played this hand I likely would have been able to play a couple more hands, and doubtfully would have busted when I did.

Full Tilt Poker Game #540482254: Bluff Poker Tour (3396675), Table 9 - 20/40 - No Limit Hold'em - 17:12:23 ET - 2006/04/02
Seat 1: idareyou (1,365)
Seat 2: InYourHead (1,405)
Seat 3: flopnuts12 (1,290)
Seat 4: cabaldwin3 (1,655)
Seat 5: MunEGrubber (1,530)
Seat 6: nova83tx (1,455), is sitting out
Seat 7: trblemaker (1,755)
Seat 8: actyper (1,560)
Seat 9: diadantr (1,485)
cabaldwin3 posts the small blind of 20
MunEGrubber posts the big blind of 40
The button is in seat #3
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to InYourHead [4d 4h]
nova83tx folds
trblemaker raises to 140
actyper folds
diadantr folds
idareyou folds
InYourHead folds
flopnuts12 folds
cabaldwin3 folds
MunEGrubber calls 100
*** FLOP *** [Ts 4c 8d]
MunEGrubber checks
trblemaker checks
*** TURN *** [Ts 4c 8d] [7h]
MunEGrubber checks
trblemaker checks
*** RIVER *** [Ts 4c 8d 7h] [Kh]
MunEGrubber has 15 seconds left to act
MunEGrubber bets 40
trblemaker raises to 420
MunEGrubber calls 380
*** SHOW DOWN ***
trblemaker shows [Kd As] (a pair of Kings)
MunEGrubber mucks
trblemaker wins the pot (1,140) with a pair of Kings
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 1,140 | Rake 0
Board: [Ts 4c 8d 7h Kh]
Seat 1: idareyou didn't bet (folded)
Seat 2: InYourHead didn't bet (folded)
Seat 3: flopnuts12 (button) didn't bet (folded)
Seat 4: cabaldwin3 (small blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 5: MunEGrubber (big blind) mucked [5c Kc] - a pair of Kings
Seat 6: nova83tx didn't bet (folded)
Seat 7: trblemaker showed [Kd As] and won (1,140) with a pair of Kings
Seat 8: actyper didn't bet (folded)
Seat 9: diadantr didn't bet (folded)

Hand #2: I thought actyper was making a continuation bet, and thus tried to push him off his hand. In fact The whole reason I called prefolp was to play off of my position. I had to let my hand go when he came back at me (obviously)

Full Tilt Poker Game #540485245: Bluff Poker Tour (3396675), Table 9 - 20/40 - No Limit Hold'em - 17:13:43 ET - 2006/04/02
Seat 1: idareyou (1,365)
Seat 2: InYourHead (1,405)
Seat 3: flopnuts12 (1,290)
Seat 4: cabaldwin3 (1,635)
Seat 5: MunEGrubber (970)
Seat 6: nova83tx (1,455), is sitting out
Seat 7: trblemaker (2,335)
Seat 8: actyper (1,560)
Seat 9: diadantr (1,485)
MunEGrubber posts the small blind of 20
nova83tx posts the big blind of 40
The button is in seat #4
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to InYourHead [6h Ah]
trblemaker folds
actyper raises to 120
diadantr folds
idareyou folds
InYourHead calls 120
flopnuts12 folds
cabaldwin3 folds
MunEGrubber folds
nova83tx folds
*** FLOP *** [9s 5s Qc]
actyper bets 150
InYourHead raises to 440
actyper raises to 1,440, and is all in
InYourHead folds
Uncalled bet of 1,000 returned to actyper
actyper mucks
actyper wins the pot (1,180)
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 1,180 | Rake 0
Board: [9s 5s Qc]
Seat 1: idareyou didn't bet (folded)
Seat 2: InYourHead folded on the Flop
Seat 3: flopnuts12 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 4: cabaldwin3 (button) didn't bet (folded)
Seat 5: MunEGrubber (small blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 6: nova83tx (big blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 7: trblemaker didn't bet (folded)
Seat 8: actyper collected (1,180), mucked
Seat 9: diadantr didn't bet (folded)

Hand #3: I felt I was ready to take a race when I called this hand. Of course the hand that was the farthest behind won....

Full Tilt Poker Game #540502209: Bluff Poker Tour (3396675), Table 9 - 25/50 - No Limit Hold'em - 17:21:26 ET - 2006/04/02
Seat 1: idareyou (1,505), is sitting out
Seat 2: InYourHead (925)
Seat 3: flopnuts12 (1,250)
Seat 4: cabaldwin3 (1,635)
Seat 5: MunEGrubber (1,210)
Seat 6: nova83tx (1,395), is sitting out
Seat 7: trblemaker (2,135)
Seat 8: actyper (2,480)
Seat 9: diadantr (965)
flopnuts12 posts the small blind of 25
cabaldwin3 posts the big blind of 50
The button is in seat #2
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to InYourHead [Qh Qs]
MunEGrubber calls 50
nova83tx folds
trblemaker calls 50
actyper raises to 200
diadantr raises to 965, and is all in
idareyou folds
InYourHead calls 925, and is all in
flopnuts12 folds
cabaldwin3 folds
MunEGrubber has 15 seconds left to act
MunEGrubber calls 915
trblemaker folds
actyper has 15 seconds left to act
actyper folds
diadantr shows [As Ah]
InYourHead shows [Qh Qs]
MunEGrubber shows [4c Ac]
*** FLOP *** [Kc 6c 9h]
*** TURN *** [Kc 6c 9h] [3c]
*** RIVER *** [Kc 6c 9h 3c] [6s]
diadantr shows two pair, Aces and Sixes
MunEGrubber shows a flush, Ace high
MunEGrubber wins the side pot (80) with a flush, Ace high
InYourHead shows two pair, Queens and Sixes
MunEGrubber wins the main pot (3,100) with a flush, Ace high
actyper: figures eh
InYourHead stands up
diadantr stands up
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 3,180 Main pot 3,100. Side pot 80. | Rake 0
Board: [Kc 6c 9h 3c 6s]
Seat 1: idareyou didn't bet (folded)
Seat 2: InYourHead (button) showed [Qh Qs] and lost with two pair, Queens and Sixes
Seat 3: flopnuts12 (small blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 4: cabaldwin3 (big blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 5: MunEGrubber showed [4c Ac] and won (3,180) with a flush, Ace high
Seat 6: nova83tx didn't bet (folded)
Seat 7: trblemaker folded before the Flop
Seat 8: actyper folded before the Flop
Seat 9: diadantr showed [As Ah] and lost with two pair, Aces and Sixes